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[loudmouths]

keigo higashino

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[youraffection]

ok so u dated someone desperate and a crazy girl...
that doesnt sound like the best resume cuz

[loudmouths]

yo she wasn't desperate!! she had a crush on me and i did the honorable thing and let her date me!! i even let her break up with me when she realized we weren't actually compatible!! i could have been a real dick, y'know

but the other girl was so hot it almost made up for the crazy

almost

[youraffection]

was it worth it 2 just say u had a gf???

[ He says as if...that's not exactly something he would do. ]

[loudmouths]

it was worth it because i'm pretty sure those "friends" of hers were counting on me rejecting her

[youraffection]

so it was a pity thing

[loudmouths]

look if you wanna frame it like that, then yes

i felt bad, that's why i didn't break up with her myself

i didn't want her to go off the deep end or somethin and i didn't want those harpies givin her a hard time over it

getting rejected is hard when you ain't got the confidence to pick yourself back up again

[youraffection]

yea

[ He's...not going to argue with that. He's been rejected enough times to know it sucks. ]

so
have u dated someone u actually like tho
it doesnt seem like it

[loudmouths]

[ so has he SO. ]

well, i liked the crazy one til she started getting ... crazy but

i mean i've taken girls on dates before but as far as actual regular girlfriends there was only one i liked that wasn't nuts

it's just weird to talk about her i guess

[youraffection]

how come?

[loudmouths]

...it's...

cause it was a weird situation for me, i guess

[youraffection]

oh
sorry
i get if u dont want 2 talk about it

[loudmouths]

nah it's fine it's just that i haven't really thought about her much lately

there's nothin special about how we got together, though. i asked her out and she said yes. we both liked the beach so that was our first date

it was nice

[youraffection]

how long ago was that?

[loudmouths]

umm... well, we stopped seeing each other a few months after i graduated so...

probably... uh, a few months before i moved here for university?

[youraffection]

why did u break up? bc u were moving?

[loudmouths]

that was ... part of it, yeah

[youraffection]

part of it?

[loudmouths]

yeah

it's not really the sort of shit i want to talk about over text yknow?

[youraffection]

ok
i get u
just
she was the 1 u liked right?
how did u know?

[loudmouths]

she was

idk how to really describe it, honestly

seeing her smile made me happy, even if i wasn't the one making her smile

i guess you could say that we didn't have to say anything at all when i was with her. just being near her was enough. we just clicked

that was my impression, at any rate

[youraffection]

thats all it takes huh

[loudmouths]

that's all it takes

[youraffection]

u know it feels like its way more complicated than that

[loudmouths]

it can be

it ended up getting complicated at some point but you just kinda wing it i guess

so like you gonna let me in on what this is really about

[youraffection]

its nothing!!!
like i said i was just thinking about stuff